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Storm!
04:22
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Storm!
Blowing a gale out in the cyclone, wind and hail and all alone
batten the hatches, evading disaster, scrambling to keep my happy home
In the hurricane hold it all together in the driving rain
Try to mitigate but this crazy world leads us astray
We are blown, in the eye of the storm
Danger zone, in the eye of the storm
All alone, since the day we were born
We are thrown, into the eye of the storm
Raging seas out in the typhoon, flotsam jetsam, debris is strewn
Try to mitigate but this insane world blows us away
Yeah, we're blown, in the eye of the storm
Danger zone, in the eye of the storm
All alone, since the day we were born
We are thrown, in the eye of the storm
Over blown, since the day we were born
Save our home, full damage control
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Ain't Nothin' To It
04:34
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Ain't Nothin' To It
Embarrassment and ridicule simply ain't enough for you
Demanding parents and demeaning friends
Say you don't want to win but you really don't want to lose
Traumas from the past mind-fucking you up again
You won't take a chance
You don't want to lose
No room to advance
Procrastinist blues, you got the blues
Ain't nothin' to it but to do it
Ain't nothin' to it but to fall in love
Ain't nothin' to it but to do it
Ain't no disaster if you cock it up
Uptight all night afraid what people think of you
Rather do nothing than risk any shame
Knock it back again, make up another excuse
Rather burn bridges than face any pain
You won't take a chance
You don't want to lose
You're lost in a trance
Inflict self-abuse, yeah, you self abuse
Ain't nothin' to it but to do it
Ain't nothin' to it but to fall in love
Ain't nothin' to it but to do it
Ain't no disaster if you cock it up
Always quitting jobs, breaking up all your relationships
Digging up the past, won't bury the hatchet
Faking ills, downing pills
Yourself you kill, you believe your own bullshit!
Ain't nothin' to it but to do it
Ain't nothin' to it but to fall in love
Ain't nothin' to it but to do it
Ain't no disaster if you cock it up
Ain't no disaster if you fuck it up
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3. |
Gaslighting
03:37
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Gaslighting
My counsellor she told me that she made an observation
My head inflation makes me lack self-deprecation
I said "I'm sorry, but I feel that you're mistakin'"
I think that she fancies me
It seems that she likes what she sees
She said my ego makes me misread many social situations
Manipulation and other complications
Abusing people as I strive for validation
It seems that she was hitting on me
I don't blame her for liking what she sees
Why is everyone chastising and gaslighting me?
It's plain to me they envy what they see
Analyse me and confine me and they dictate to me
Why is everybody gaslighting me?
My therapist was worried 'bout the chip on my shoulder
Thought she was crazy but I didn't want to scold her
I said "it's only in the eye of the beholder"
She tried to use reverse psychology
In order to get lucky with me
Why is everyone chastising and gaslighting me
It's plain to me they envy what they see
Analyse me and confine me and they dictate to me
Why is everybody gaslighting me?
My psychiatrist she struggled to make a diagnosis
Dodging questions as I asked for the prognosis
She can't even treat her own halitosis
I guess she's not as smart as she seems
Or there's simply nothing wrong with me
Why is everyone chastising and gaslighting me
It's plain to me they envy what they see
Analyse me and confine me and they dictate to me
Will they always be gaslighting me?
Why is everyone gaslighting or is it just me?
I see it hurting almost everybody
Abuse us and confuse us into docility
Will we always be gaslighting?
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4. |
Clown Around
04:46
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Clown Around
They say "just grin and bear it, man"
Like I have it in a spray-on can
Thinking that I'm so deadpan
Don't know why they give a damn
And why they think that I'm not too well
Why the sullen permafrown?
You got that resting-bitch face down
Sadder than the saddest clown
Thought that you were melting down
'Cause if you're happy we just can't tell
I feel like everybody's judging me
"Why ya feeling so crappy?"
"Ya wake up on the wrong side of the bed?"
Laughing, and then they're making fun of me
"Old Man Mr Grumpy"
Like they know what goes on inside my head
I think their motives are ulterior
Must be thinking they're superior
Hey, I'm not faking my exterior
To make you feel inferior
I'm just wanting to know you well
It seems like everybody's judging me
"Why ya feeling so crappy?"
"Ya wake up on the wrong side of the bed?"
Laughing, and then they're making fun of me
"Old Man Mr Grumpy"
Like they know what goes on inside my tired old head
Clown around, not your sad clown
Clown around, I'm not your sad clown
It seems like everybody's judging me
"Why ya feeling so crappy?"
"Ya wake up on the wrong side of the bed?"
Laughing, and then they're making fun of me
"Old Man Mr Grumpy"
Like they know what goes on inside my head
Stop clowning around
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5. |
The In-Crowd
04:09
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The In-Crowd
I'll come to your show and support you, man, if you see mine
I'll buy your CD and merchandise if you buy mine
Well, it isn't cool, if covers are for you, you're catering to fools
Have our own little scene, an indie music dream, it's not for old has-beens
Hey, what happened to the music playing what you want to play?
Hey, what happened to the music, saying what you want to say?
Refusing to conform, compete against the norm, standing on a new platform
Thinking out aloud, not be part of the in-crowd
I'll like your Facebook profile, man, if you like mine
I'll watch your videos on YouTube, man, if you watch mine
Have our own little clique, don't care about technique, just don't give us your critique
We're out of tune and time, our lyrics never rhyme, but our friends never mind
Write with integrity, listen objectively, play with authenticity
Not being a sellout, not be part of the in-crowd
Once a begrudging heckler, thinking that he's better became an adulator
Now just another poseur, wannabe composer, a narcissistic vulture
In the trendy subculture
I'll lick your sycophantic arse if you lick mine
Refusing to conform, compete against the norm, standing on a new platform
Write with integrity, listen objectively, play with authenticity
Just being who I am, play the best I can and write songs as an honest man
Not being a sellout, not be part of the in-crowd
Hey, what happened to the music?
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6. |
Arse Backwards
05:22
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Arse-Backwards
A word is worth a thousand pictures, you're feeling so tongue tied
Make short story long while the memory lingers, just can't get the words right
From the shroud the silver lining has a cloud
Always cowed - three's company, two's a crowd
In the moment of heat, just let lying dogs sleep, just can't get the words right
A blue from the bolt, add injury to insult, you're feeling so tongue tied
Well, all right, go chew off more than you can bite
You're arse backwards in coming forwards
A philodyslexic reformist
You're arse backwards in coming forwards
You're not standing too tall, you're making no sense at all
Board as a flat, let the bag out of the cat, still feeling so tongue tied
Hurt never words, kill two stones with one bird, still can't get the words right
It's all right, as long as there's a chancing fight
For tonight, stars are the shine that bright
Break your chains, baby, break your chain chains
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7. |
Dysphoria
03:32
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Dysphoria
I get the feeling I'm in someone else's body
These hands, these legs, these looks they just aren't mine
Live each day a blur as an automated zombie
Imaginary life like a mime
Drive an endless highway searching for the real me
Navigate my life's disaster area
Is this some mistake or is this just who I'm meant to be
Oh, dysphoria
Try to lose myself in pernicious distractions
Drink and drugs, perversion online
Defensive stances and my demonised reactions
Wake up with regret all the time
Inner sensitivity is not what my peers seem to see
Passing comments just incite hysteria
Is this a sick joke or is this the real me?
Oh, dysphoria
Sifting through reams of their social media pages
I see their lives so perfect and content
My mind it rages as I ruminate on failures
Is it only me that's driven round the bend?
Who can remember, when's the last time that I smiled?
Lost in selfish pity, nausea
Maybe it's all me or just my tortured inner child
Oh, dysphoria
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8. |
Never Your Fault
03:21
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Never Your Fault
Well, I don't mean to act defensive and I don't want to be dismissive
But you can go and stick your latest missive in the bullshit bin of history
I'd not complain if you'd not mess with my brain
You only show that guys are all the same
Can't you work out it's just a symptom of pain?
In your bullshit bin of history
Pointing fingers, the nightmares linger
Another page on a crazy scene
A storm bringer, a verbal stinger
You're never wrong, don't you see what I mean?
'Cause I've done this, done that, I no longer give crap
I'm sick of all my trying, and I'm sick of all your lying
It's the same result, another verbal assault but it's never your fault, is it?
Throwing chairs, banging tables, spewing lectures, hurling fables
Hey, I found out that you were banging Mable, in your bullshit bin of history
Just the same result, again you make me revolt
But it's never your fault, yeah, it's never your fault
Is it ever your fault?
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9. |
Foot In Mouth
04:35
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Foot In Mouth
'Cuse me as I lie to you
'Cause hypersensitive people can't take the truth
I'll say you're great when there's no proof
You want to live in your fantasy, not based in reality
You think you're something you could never be
And a sober me will try to keep the peace
So I bite my lip and be your fluffer so I don't suffer foot-in-mouth disease
Turn on the waterworks to get your way
Manipulation is the secret game you play
Trigger guilt feelings on which to prey
Well slap my ass and call me Sally
Sparking sympathy for troops to rally
I call your bluff, now I'm standing tough, so sorry
So pardon me when I've had a drink or three
Loosened lips, I lose my buffer and then I suffer foot-in-mouth disease
Well I'm so sorry that I made you cry but truth only hurts us when we live a lie
So why don't you try to see both sides?
And maybe then you'll realise
I won't piss on your back and tell you it's raining
When the sun shines out of your ass they'll tell you it's fine
When the moon shines bright over head your reach will never make it
So I'll speak my mind
Be truthful every time
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10. |
Hypermania
05:23
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Hypermania
The future's uncertain, what's behind the curtain?
To live the straight and narrow, not that kind of person
Walking a wire, do the crazy things I wanna do
A burning desire, so I'll manipulate you too
Losing all control, feel like I'm-a rollin'
Like a big ball of fire, I'm starting to break on through
Hypermanic desire, so I'm comin' to get you
Stronger, going faster, getting harder
I'm reaching higher and higher
I'm getting manic about your love... hypermania
Standin' 10-feet tall, feel like I'm snowballing
From Jekyll to Hyde, my libido's in overdrive
Stronger, going faster, getting harder
I'm reaching higher and higher
I'm getting manic about your love... hypermania
Believe the hype, baby!
Not taking no for an answer, getting stronger, going faster
I'm getting manic about your love... hypermania
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11. |
Validation
04:13
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Validation
Hey, Daddy, look what I drew, just for you
Hey, Mummy, see what I can do, to impress you too
But I get no attention, it leaves me with the question
Why everything that I do, is wrong to you?
So no more falling over myself or jumping off-a my shelf to win your validation
No more disapproving stares, I no longer care
Feeling like a failure, in all I do
Can't even ask a favour, from you two
Again I have to mention that I get no attention
Seems that I embarrass you in all I do
So no more falling over myself or jumping off-a my shelf to win your validation
No more disapproving stares, I no longer care, would rather live in isolation
No more being in despair, I no longer care about your validation
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12. |
Now I'm Gone
05:10
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Now I'm Gone
Clock is ticking through another dull day
Lamenting heartaches as my life slips away
Misdirected by the nonsense they say
Ill-information got me lost along the way
Late night, toss and turning in bed
Endless dread and so on eggshells I tread
Terrorised by the noise in my head
Haunted by the screams of things I've left unsaid
Do what you love and love what you do
Time to start things anew
So I'm packing and moving to somewhere life is worth living
Yeah, I'm packing and moving to somewhere we are forgiven
Now I'm gone
Letting go of the person I've been
Put behind me all the bad things I've seen
Abandon nightmares and embracing the dream
Resurrection, time to cut the ties clean
Do what you love and love what you do
It's time to start things anew, time to move on through
Movin' on
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